Thursday, January 29, 2009

Dear My Beloved Mother

This poem i dedicate to my late beloved mother, I miss u so much. Rasa macam mimpi dia dah tak dak. Rasa macam mimpi 6 tahun dia tinggalkan aku.
Aku tringin nak balik rumah n peluk dia kuat2.
Our mother is the sweetest and
Most delicate of all.
She knows more of paradise
Than angels can recall.
She's not only beautiful
But passionately young,
Playful as a kid, yet wise
As one who has lived long.
Her love is like the rush of life,
A bubbling, laughing spring
That runs through all like liquid light
And makes the mountains sing.
And makes the meadows turn to flower
And trees to choicest fruit.
She is at once the field and bower
In which our hearts take root.
She is at once the sea and shore, Our freedom and our past.
With her we launch our daring ships
Yet keep the things that last.
by Nick Gordon

mercy

nowadays manusia dah jadi macam binatang kan?

dont ever judge me

aku rindu time2 aku bahagia macam tak dak bnda halang aku dari lari laju2 dan gelak2, aku rindu time makcax usap2 rambut aku dan aku rindu time aku rasa semuanya dah cukup complete, aku tak mau rasa macam ni. aku nak idup macam besa, macam dulu..
aku sedih sgt.sedih sgt2. dah brapa lama aku tak sedih camni. sial btul..
aku tak kacau org pun kenapa org kacau aku?? aku lebih pecaya arini, pecaya sgt2 i cant trust anybody. dan aku xleh harapkan SESAPA pun!! aku kecewa gila n tul2 sedih!!! klu idup aku malang pun, so what? kaco sapa?? fuck!! i wont cry unless sumbody bring up this matter with me. topik macam aku ni tak dak ati n prasaan, kunun2 aku aniaya org. wat d hell? aku teraniaya org amik tau ke? org semua bz merungut masalah sana sini but still they have everything, aku tak buat cam tu pun. aku dok dendiam, apa aku ada? aku yang teraniaya sorang2 orang tak peduli aku pun tak suh org peduli, but please respect, aku pun manusia biasa ja. im trying my best to built back that broken pieces, tau ka?? sial!!!!!!!!!!!! aku tak suka org pandang aku ngn simpati, tapi jgn buat aku macam ni. kadang2 aku pun tak kuat sangat. sampai skg aku stand still n lawan, seriously aku cakap, aku takleh trima lagi apa2 pun dugaan. i reach da limit! ok2 aku dah abis marah, buat pnat aku kuar je, aku angin. tapi aku snyum gak gelak gak.. tapi ati aku sakit. mata aku lebam aku asyik nangis. aku benci drama telenovela, tapi aku rasa aku telenovela jugak. ati aku sakit sgt2. aku tak mau cakap the world is not fair, bcoz aku org yang reasonable. aku try cari semua punca masalah n setlle it slowly. astaga, tapi nape sampai camni jadinya? mana g aku nakp. aku bnci sgt2! bila aku sedih, aku bnci bila aku nangis, aku benci bila org salahkan aku ngn benda yang aku tak terniat nak buat pun. aku benci org yang suka cakap utk tarik perhatian aku sedangkan aku tak minat nak dgq pun, aku terpaksa dgq n hipokrit sbb takmau gaduh2. fuck la, aku tak suka. masalah aku byk sgt2. and im not interested in yours!! aku benci jantan bodoh msg2 aku, `hai ain`, aku benci bangun tgh ari, kepala aku pening pastu tambah masalah dengaq macam2 bnda yang aku langsung tak ingin amik tau. maybe aku kena jadi kejam kut kan?baru padan muka semua org, pedulik!! huh... aku benci!!!!! aku tk carik masalah, pecayala aku diam ja. boleh tak org buat tak tau jugak? tuhan tolong la aku....

Monday, January 19, 2009

tak ada logika

tak ada logika?sounds bored kan?k la actually kali ni aku juz nak ajak smbang2.dalam idup ni kan..bnda yang kita takmau mmg slalu jadi.bnda yang kita tak rancang slalu datang di saat2 yang tak di sangka2. aku mmg sangat2 bahagia skg.bahagia dgn kehidupan aku.tak semestinya bercinta tapi aku amat bersyukur sbb aku masih tahu menghargai nikmat tuhan.aku bahagia aku ada family yang sangat2 memahami aku.aku ada kawan2 yang sgt2 baik..mmg semua baik w`pun lain org lain sikap.tapi aku ttp bersyukur,aku tau kwn2 aku caner..w`pun dorang kusut,tapi ngn aku dorang layan aku dgn baik.dorang kwn2 yang baik.tapi tataula macam mana nak cakap.aku ada masalah yang aku sndiri tatau nak explain.aku tatau nak cakap apa n ngn sapa.aku sedih sbb masalah macam tak berpenghujung.bukan aku yang cari n aku tak suka deal ngn perasaan emo.aku bukan macam tu.klu aku cakap pun org msti tak faham n anggap aku unreasonable sdgkan aku sorang yang pecaya satu2 bnda jadi ada sbb n musababnyer.aku tgk kawan aku tadi..aku tgk dia lama2..dia senyum n gelak2..aku terpegun n aku tak tau nape..nape dorang heppy spanjang idup?klu fake smile skalipun aku tak rasa dorang susah ati macam aku.knapa aku takleh senyum n gelak ikhlas2 cam tuh?nape cuma air mata yang ikhlas dari aku?hmm...ntahla..apa yang aku merepek..tapi hati aku sakit sangat2..aku tatau nak cakap ngn sapa n nak pecayakan sapa lagi.myb aku perlu bwk diri aku jauh2..tapi adakah tu semua dapat membahagiakan aku?adakah aku lari jauh hilang masalah aku?aku tak yakin langsung.. tuhan...kenapa macam ni..kenapa aku macam ni??kenapa aku rasa macam nak tdo n tak pk apa2 tiap2 ari.kenapa aku rasa macam ni?

Thursday, January 15, 2009

u want to avoid love?read ths!

Step1
Open your mind and listen to what it is telling you. If you’re thinking you would be better off not falling in love with this man, and that you would be wise not to get in a
relationship with him, then you’d better listen. Shut down the heart and the libido for a few hours and follow your gut. Listen to your instinct, which is obviously screaming at you from deep inside.
Step2
Once you have agreed to listen to your mind rather than your heart or sex drive, take note of why your instinct is screaming. There are some flaws in the mere idea of a relationship with this woman or your intuition wouldn’t be crying out to be heard. What are her flaws? When you open your eyes and finally see them, take notes.
Step3
When you have your list of defects, think about them. Dwell on them. Maybe they include her temper, her jealousy, her penchant for drama, or her reputation. Now be honest with yourself. These are not qualities, but rather limitations and inabilities.
Step4
Silently repeat his flaws over and over when you feel you are about to cave to his charm. Ask yourself what problems could arise from his limitations and think of the worst possible scenarios. Could he become violent? Is it possible he would be abusive? Will there be constant fighting, accusations or cheating? Chances are you’re not too far off the mark.
Step5
After considering the worst possible scenarios judge if this is the kind of life you wish to live. Do you want a relationship with someone who is going to have a fit due to a little bit of innocent flirting? Do you want a man who will hit you because you spoke to another man at work?
Step6
Now that you have considered how your life could become total chaos, tell her you are not interested and avoid her at all cost.
Step7
Avoid sappy music. If you are trying to forget about someone, don’t listen to silly love songs. Listen to something upbeat. Listen to music that makes you want to get up and move. And keep moving, as far down the path as you can get. The further away you get from her, the better.
Step8
Be honest with yourself. Just because you have said you want nothing to do with him doesn’t mean you will be able to follow it through. After all, you are falling in love. Now you have to spend time with a good friend who will listen to you whine about giving up that true love. If he is a true friend he will remind you of how fortunate you are to have walked away.
Step9
Remember, there is a difference between lust and love, romance and a real relationship. This may not be the match you really want, but merely the attention you crave. Move on. There will be others who will stir your libido and pull at your heart strings, and the next one may be your match. When it happens again, check for flaws, and then decide if you can live with them!

kita kawan baekk pnya kan?

Kawan Baik Bukannya senang nak cari kawan yang baik.
Bukan senang juga nak menjadi kawan yang baik.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah mengumpat di belakang kawan baiknya.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu dengan kejayaan kawan baiknya.Sebaliknya kawan yang
baiklah yang paling banyak membantukawan baiknya untuk mencapai kejayaan.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah mempengaruhi kawan baiknya untukmembuat perkara yang buruk dan sia-sia.
Kawan yang baik adalah orang yang selalu menasihati kawan baiknya untuk berbuat kebaikan.
Kawan yang baik adalah orang pertama yang akan dicari bila tiba masa sedih atau gembira.
Kawan baik menjadi tempat kita meluahkan perasaan yang tak dapat diluahkan kepada kawan biasa.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah memaksa kawan baiknya untuk sentiasa berada di sisinya.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah melarang kawan baiknya untuk berkawan dengan kawan yang baik.
Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu jika kawan baiknya mempunyai ramai kawan baik, kerana kawan yang baik tahu apa yang paling baik untuk kawan baiknya.
Kawan yang baik akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan kawan baiknya di dunia dan di akhirat di dalam doanya.
Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita faham bahawa kawan baik kita bukanlah seorang yang sempurna.
Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita menjadi kawan yang baik kepada kawan baik kita.
Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak menghargai kawan baik kita,kerana kawan yang baik akan sentiasa menghargai kawan baiknya.
Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak memberitahu perkara yang baik kepada kawan baik kita, kerana kawan yang baik akan selalu menyampaikan perkara yang baik kepada kawan baiknya .
Kawan yang baik akan mem'post' kan buletin ini kepada kawan-kawannya, bukan kerana terpaksa, bukan kerana suka-suka, tetapi untuk dijadikan pedoman oleh kawan-kawannya supaya dapat menjadi kawan yang baik kepada kawan baiknya.
Dan kalau kita nak dapat kawan baik yang baik, kita mesti lebih dahulu menjadi seorang kawan yang baik...kepada kawan baik kita.

how to make a best friend..ha3

it may work for those who thinks they need to add new friends/for guys err...if u like a girl,u might want to show ur reputation as a bestfriend first..hehe.for me,i luf to make friends.everywhere i go..hi3 *Locate a proper "target." You probably want someone who looks nice, presentable, and has a few existing friends already. Don't run after the most popular girl in school, though. Work your way up and make sure you know who you are becoming friends with. *Compliments! They are the bread and butter of teen girls. Go up to your future friend and say something simple like "cute shoes" or "your hair looks pretty today" If she is with a group of friends and you are too shy to approach, then say it when she walks by. But make sure she can hear you! *If you have any classes with this girl, pretend like you forgot the assignment. Go up to her and say: "Hey, insertnamehere, you're in 6th period English, right? Do you remember the homework?" And when she replies, you can thank her and if you feel comfortable start a conversation. some good topics would be: movies, TV shows, music/bands, sports, school functions, etc. *In the hallway, make sure to smile, wave, or say hi to her. It will make you seem friendlier which is an awesome bonus! *If you see her ask her if she has a cell phone and start asking what kind and if she has text. If you both have texting, ask for her number! But only if she seems like she wants to. And if you aren't very close, don't call her unless you are asking about an assignment. She may feel rushed into a friendship. *Once you guys have gotten to know each other better, you can start approaching her when she is in a group. And if you guys start to talk a lot, invite her over! But you should probably wait until you are both comfortable so you won't have to deal with rejection. Rejection isn't a bad thing though! If she doesn't want to hang out with you, you may have just saved yourself from an awkward relationship.

sape pon tak ske arghhh!!

aku ter konpius ngn soklan2 nowadays..nape aku weird?aku weird ke?kawan2ku..aku pun ada ati n prasaan..ofcoz i luf to fall in luf..tu jawapan 1st aku..no 2,aku anti laki??exactly wrong,im not!!no 3, aku pasti suka ada hubungan `kawan` klu diorang series nak `just a friend`..aku tak salahkan sesapa..ngn kerelaan ati aku sendri aku nak be alone,aku bukan weird bukan anti lelaki dan bukan takmo kawan ngn lelaki,da point is guys dun like to be just friend..im not dat type dat will waste my precious time dealing with those condition.what??is dat weird?kawan2ku,asalkan aku hepy apa pun takpe kan..ni ja aku mintak,kekadang aku taktao nak jawab apa tapi pecayalah,aku bukan tutup pintu kebahagiaan,sesungguhnya luka perlukan masa untuk smbuh..sakit nya sgt2 smpai kekadang sgt2 buat aku serik.pecayala..yang aku perlukan hanya masa.aku bahagia ngn idup aku skg.asalkan kawan2ku ada..hi3...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

duhh..

my blog is getting weird..rasa cam ilang arah dok potpet2..haha..neway i miss my blog so much..down there i post my new fav song..aku dok gilakan lagu tu..suka sgt..ni semua jee pnya pasalla..dia cakp best..aku dgr aku pun cakp best..tak tentu arah aku rini..dok main game facebook la pulakk..

lagu yang buat aku nak pengsan

Friday, January 09, 2009

tak bisa memiliki

hye all..arini aku dgn murah atinyer dan rajinnyer,sbenaqnya tade keje..hehe..maklumlah..unemployed..makanla biskut oreo sambil baca citer ni. well3..seperti tajuk diatas..aku pecaya ramai gila org pnah rasa frust..frust bercinta n frust bekerja n frust cita2..yang mana satukah anda??hik3 ok la..arini topiknya frust becinta..ada sorang gurl, mmg patah hati abeslah!!dia rasa past two year b4 she met this guy,dia dah mati..yang idup cuma body,soul dah ikut mama dia..(mama dia dah sahut panggilan ilahi..mama yang amat2 dikasihi yang slalu disisi to wipe her tears n to luf her eventhough nobody around)..one day hati dia terbuka pada sorang lelaki yang tak pnah dimimpi..he is normal guy..nak kata hensem at 1st tadela sgt..tapi dah suka,he is da most handsome man on earth..this guy had gave her all the luf in the world until one day,the guy get bored dgn that girl..maybe sbb terlalu banyak perhatian yang girl tu mintak ataupun mungkin....

byk sgt kenangan..tu yang membuat that girl sakit..she love him so much..she even can`t tell..she cried everyday..she want him..she will give up everything for him..evn if that guy want to have another gurl..still she can listen n then cry alone..that girl really2 dun want to go away from him..wat ever happen...but still dat guy dun understand..this girl really2 think that guy still love her..she`s been waiting for almost 3 year until that guy left n come back for i dunno how many time..she still wait n accept... until one day,dat girl realize..sbenarnya cinta tu dah mati..dia nangis lagi..sbb dia sedar dia tade dlm hari2 idupnye lagi.. that guy ignore dat girl sbb myb dah boring ngn cara that girl..sedangkan dat girl tercari2 kat mana lagi dia nak ubah cara dia...w`apa pun,dah tade apa yang dia leh buat lagi,cuma mampu merindui that guy dalam diam.. dat girl mmg tak kisah dgn dunia,hati dia dah patah n remuk..sebulan atau dua bulan skali,that guy will sms her tapi tnpa perasaan langsung,that girl nangis lagi..dia tak tahu apa lagi yang dia boleh buat..dia selalu harap that guy akan sedar tp hampa..dia bukan dihati that guy lagi.. one day she noe some1 better..dat guy love her more than she love herself..girl tu tahu tapi girl tu dah beri seluruh hati pada exguy td..w`pun dat new guy have everything..tp..that lonliness she feel..nobody will truly understand..hatinya dah patah... seharian di habiskan utk merindui ex guy nye.. sampai new guy itu sedar n merayu supaye dat girl dapat terima cintanya.. dat girl nangis lagi..bukan sbb rindu pada ex guy nya yang dah lama tinggal dia..tapi dia sedih sbb dia buat dat new guy sebijik macam yang ex guy dia buat..dia menyesal dan tersedar... bukan dia sengaja..dengan hampanya that new guy berlalu pergi.. dengan kesedihan dia hantar that new guy keluar dr idupnyer.. skarang dat girl recover, dia faham yang dia bukan untuk new guy...that new guy tak mungkin dapat menakluki atinyer..camtu jugak dia..dia hnya mampu tersenyum bila merindui memori2 dia dan dat guy..its past..dan dia takkan dapat memiliki..skg dia teruskan idup bersama sisa2 cinta dan sayang yang dia genggam erat2..dia nak hidup bahagia dengan idup baru..dia mulai dewasa sbb proses ni jadi..dia bersyukur dia dapat merasai dari kosong x bererti.. dia dah berusaha..n kwan2 nya slalu memberi galakan..n now she live happy ever after..dia harap dia tak sunyi lagi.. abis dah citer sinetron si ibu tiri..wakaka..dok tak dok ibu tiri palk aih..ok..citer ni citer sebenar..mmg btul2 terjadi dan akan jadi sejarah tak mungkin berulang..woot*woot*.... bercinta bukan untuk memiliki.. bercinta untuk merasai.. cinta yang kekal dalam hati..cinta terlalu berharga,bukan untuk digenggam,cinta untuk dihargai so tersenyumlah org2 frust di luar sana..tgk muka sendri..kesian dera diri camtu..he3..kla gtg jumpa lagi di kelas agama akan datang..aku dah bosan tgk keyboard..aku nak p jalan2 ilangkan rasa bosan...k i lebiu..daaaaaaaa

s.u.n.s.h.i.n.e

brighter than sunshine..u are good person..nothing will come into ur way..u r sunshine..=) i noe its ONLY u can take a good care of her. Only u babe..=)
hi pipo..i post sumthing for u again..tetiba jek aku rasa cam nak write sumthing kat hang..i noe u appreciate so2 much my last post 4 u..sincerely pipo..aku pun hargai sgt2 penghargaan hang.everything i wrote here,ill make sure its from my heart,n i hope u n everyone knows that u deserve my words`ur the bestest buddy on earth`..no one is like u..no one can copy u ur words ur style n ur kindness..its so pure n sincere..im crying now bcoz i noe u`d be crying reading this..i really care for u..aku hrp aku sentiasa ada untuk hang n dania..tapi hang fhm kan..aku skg..aku tau hang mst tau aku syg sgt2 both of u..take care pipo..

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

hot n cold

hehe..hi blog reader..saje bosan..tatau nak watpe...arini ngn penuh rasminyer aku tanam anggur..aku rasa pelik sangat tade bnda nak wat..bangun kul 11..wahhh..syurga...tapi aku tak hepy sangat..rasa cam kurang something..apa eh?takkan aku rindu kat jennifer plak?wakakaka..yang pastinya jennifer mst sakit ati ngn aku skg..huwaa tak slamat ar aku ada org bengang kat aku..haha..td aku pgi qbay..tatau apa aku carik,lantas aku ajak nony gerak ke cni(FTZ)..port faberet...abis lama aku kat cni pun msti 5 jam..haha..tapi rini aku nak balik awai..jee tggu aku..nak kuaq2 jalan2..ilangkan perasaan sunyi dan dibelenggu tade keje..sok ada appointment ngn consultant untuk keje kat call centre TM..aku cam tah..tatau..leh dapat ke tak eh?yg tadi pun macam best gak..tadi aku stop by kat adecco(agency cari keje)..ada keje kosong tapi tataula..aku nak compete ngn semua degree holder payah klu dorang tak jumpe aku dlu..klu view resume je apala yang aku ader kan..tapi tape..aku best..haha..staiii....jee baru call..otw nak datang amik aku katenye..k laaa gtg..famous last word dari aku..hati2 la nak resign,nak carik keje susah nak mampoih do...hakhakhak..k i lebiu...

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

im goanna miss my blog=((

im goanna mish my blog.. ill update later.i have a mission to acomplish. pray for me k.hihi..daaa

i hate u jennifer

dear jennifer,
u always make life difficult. u always ruin my mood. u are a nightmare and today im so happy that i wont see ur face anymore starting from tomorrow. yes!my intention is to mess ur day next week. u will receive a call from them asking u this n that. SERVE U RIGHT! if not u will keep asking me the reason y i have to do this n that for them..SERVE U RIGHT JENNIFER!!! that is ur candidate not mine! im so sorry for my collegue here n HQ that they have to cope with a terible `CEO` ever like u!! CEO la sangattt! byk benda nak kena wat sket pun tade respons.. yang ko nak respon bnda yang tak spatutnya.. xyah la nak concern sgt y aku htr attendance like this or that. Stakat aku courier guna new envelope pun nak jadi kes. BONGOK btul ko ni jeniffer. im so sorry that u`re pathetic. i hate u, ur voice ur car ur son n everything. fuck u jennifer!

Friday, January 02, 2009

tag

hii blog reader..have u ever been tagged?this is my 2nd(kesiann)..i`ve been tagged by natasha..thank ue tasha..but3 aku blur la ngn soklan kali ni wei..caner tasha ek..tape2 aku hentam je laaa...ok..kita tgk jawapan2 sengal tak hengat aku ni k..-:) WEDDING PLAN 1. How old are you?= 23 whewww dah tuaaaaa 2. Are you single?= oh its complicated..hehe 3. In what age do you think you'll get married?= lambat g siot.. 4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?= xtoa labuuu 5. If not, who do you want to marry?= imran ajmain..boleeee??? 6. Do you want a garden/beach weeding, or the traditional wedding?= beach wedding,tapi kat kampung aku,bleh camtu??;) 7. Your ideal motif?= aku nak white lily n white everything ngn aku2 skali..bley?? 8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?= aku nak pegi seluruh eropah 9. How many guest do you think you'll invite..= amboi aii..skit dahler..bajet2..ha3 10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?= simple,cantik & romantik,wangi(most important) 11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?= aku islam kena la ikut syarat,akad nikah(u knowww???) 12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?= pulut kuning selapis pun takpe(eh putih k!!!) 13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?= pantai lew..adoiiii 14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?=malam jumaat,lebih afdal..trus ke bilik tdo..wakakaka 15. You's rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?= pantai dalam umah ade ke??? 16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom=bley gak..;p 17. Name the song/tune you'd like played at your wedding?= tercipta untukku>ungu 18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?= solemn ceremony kut 19. What age do you want to get married?= mana tao..aku tak plan g pun 20. Describe your ideal husband/wife= smart,tak hensem pun takpe janji baik n boleh jaga aku baik2 sampai mati,aku nak yang suke merepek gak.n please jgn yang susah nak faham apa aku cakap... 21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?= aku ada sertakan tempat cuci tangan...bleyy?hakhakhak 22. Champagne or red wine?= ayaq sarbat(penang mai) 23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?= honeymoon dr lepas akad nikah sampai bila2..okeh camtu?? 24. Money or household item?= aku ske benda yang bleh aku simpan sampai bila2 25. Who will pay for the bill?=sama2 la..dah nak kawin sama2 26. Are you ready for married life?= hell nooo! 27. will you always be true to your wife/husband?=yala..dah jadi husband wei 28. How many kids do you like to have?= aku tak pk pun..aku takut sakit 29. A new house for a newly wed or and old one?= tak kisah 30. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?= white wedding 31. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?= yang sedap..klu leh aku nak wat cam byk2 dishes..semuanya dari secret recipe,tgi friday n chillis n big apple..bleyyy?? 32. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?= in mind.. 33. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next? choose 5 person.= huwaaaa...settle juge akhirnya..panjang giler..aku tak tau nak tag sape kali ni..next time aku tag..n sesapa rasa nak buat,amik ler..buat2 cam aku tag k..

juwieta>>citra terindah

in friendster pic ni aku rename `my best gurl on earth`
in friendster juge pic ni aku rename `don`t mess wit my friend`..haha..balik pulau tyme
this is my juwieta haniem..my best friend,my p.a,my p.r and my miss telenovela..hahahaha..luf u jee..jgn marah yer..(byk2 citer lawak lam dunia pun tak leh lawan kawan aku yang ini..sorang ni lawak nyer sampai rasa cam nak antuk kepala kat dinding..ayat fav aku bagi kat dia` sahabat musibat sarbat`..haha..dah sebati dah pun..aku kenal ngn dia kat skolah masa form 3..kami kawan jap gado jap pastu kawan balik....sampai skg...whenever wherever kamilah shakira n beyonce..wakakakaka..kami rapat giler cam paper kena stapler..xleh watpe dah...i lub u jee..ibarat kata hang..`wei ain..caner pun aku ngn hang k..tggu aku balik k..` wakakaka..tu ayat fav jee masa kat genting..sambey qeyau2..`ain..aku nak balik..huwaaaaaa`...)

emotion through joy love sadness n pain

sometime in 2007 on our dear friends, nana`s engagement>>tudung pinjam/tapi kami staiii..haha
around 2006, my straight hair n `going-to-be` curl yone hair..haha
>>the memories remain.....<<
this is yone a.k.a nurrul aida. my best2 friend..we`re together since 10 yr old. let the pic do the talking.masa tyme form 1 2 3 aku cam kena letrik tak leh renggang ngn dia nie..aku terharu+sedih hubungan kami still kuat sampai skg..aku tau dia caner,dia tau aku caner.aku still ingat g kat pizza hut BM Plaza aku da janji ngn dia`we`ll be friends forever` haha..jiwang siot(aku nanges tyme type ni)aku ingat lagi 2 kali kami kena kejar anjing..aku still rasa kecut perut sampai skg..tapi part yang aku paling ingat aku tarik tangan yon n lari cam gila..aku ingat g aku cakap kat dia `klu hang nak tau,pape jadi pun aku tak tggl hang pnyer`..aku slalu ingat,malam2 raya slalu nya kami lepak kat blakang umah tok aku..kul 12t/mlm kami msti lompat2 hyperactive cam tk pnah raya..heppy la sesangat..then tyme dah pandai naik bas..kunun2 p pacific ja la,tgk2 kami dah lepas naik fery sampai ke komtar.dasyat wei..umo bape je tyme tu..klu arwah mak aku tau,mati wei...haha...tyme 1st dapat moto,aktiviti wekeend slalu nya kami akn p jauh2(blagak wei tyme tu) ilang je,tnya je,mana?aloq staq,taiping..tak padan ngn naik moto je wei..dasyat wei..haha..kenangan2 terindah ni aku takkan lupa sampai bila2. im so glad that yone is my best friend..will always be..ever..luv ue....=)

selamat ulang tahun sayang

"thank u so much imran ajmain for that beautiful song lyrics"
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Kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu

pipo edition=)

a mother and daughter time out...
dania darling..very cute and smart..(ofcoz she smart!she is my best friend daughter!)hihi
dania n mummy went shopping together=)
huwaaaa huwaaaa...nak sayang dania gakk..hihihipipo a.k.a nur emmi / my very best friend`a proud mummy` with her only daughter nur farhana dania
me n pipo..pic ke`sengal` an yang dibuat-buat pada pukul 1 pagi/tepi jalan/lam keta..muahaha
pipo is my best friend..ofcoz nama dia bukan pipo..nama dia amy..aku jew yang panggil dia pipo dr dulu..skolah dr primary together..aku slalu terpk..mak aiii lamanya aku n pipo kawan..dan aku sgt2 hargai..pipo,u are my best friend forever.im proud of u.u are superheromummy dania ever have.u are dania`s angel and always a good daughter and sister.pipo sgt kuat gagah dan perkasa.semua org rugi sebab pipo adalah kawan baik aku dan bukan kawan baik org len..hihi..pipo,from the bottom of my heart,di dalam blog aku yang tah pape ini..aku nak gtau skali g,im proud of u, u are a very good friend, n im sure dania will be just like u..she will grow up healthy strong n pretty..susah nak pecaya how much u`ve been through..in my heart u will always be superheroin citer katun btoi2 yang slalu datang menyelamatkan keadaan dan yang paling pnting ada sorang daughter yang shumel dan bijak..(p/s:colour font ni adalah colour fav pipo)
w`pun citer aku ni ala2 majalah katun n macam mepek..tp nilah yang kuar dari ati..pipo sure understand..=)

i love nina bobo

i love my niece..so2 much.. nama dia Putri Nayli Qistina Binti Shamsuri. nama cumel dia nina bobo..tatau nape aku suker panggil dia nama tu..lekat sampai skg..w`pun dia baru 8 month old n tak brapa nak faham g..tapi bila aku panggil jew nina bobo......sayang angah... mesti dia tesengih2 cover cumel..aku sayang sangat2 kat dier..tatau la nak cakap camner..tapi si nina bobo ni dah curi ati aku..aku heppy sgt2.klu letih2 balik keje pun ada jew dia kat depan tv sambil buat aksi2 cumel yang melampaui batas dan membuat aku rasa seperti nak gigit2 dia(tapi aku tak gigit la)..dia cumel sangat sampai aku n mama dia obses ngn bau dia..klu dia tade,aku rindu sgt2..klu aku tak jumpa dia rasa cam tak lengkap idup aku(sob..sob..)pendek kata, princess nina bobo,klu dah besau nnt,baca nih..i lub u so2 much..nina bobo(tah hape la aku mepek..hik3..layan...zassss