Tuesday, December 30, 2008

my 2009

hi there..this is my actual 2009 schedule.
  • start my foundation on 4th jan
  • re-schedule my 1st sem on june.(either continue or jump to safety cert 1st)=will be consider
  • learn AutoCAD = if possible
  • major in photoshop
  • i want to buy a camera=)
  • i have to save a lot of money for my study fee and a CAR=)
  • i want to move out n stay with jee
  • better job and salary a.s.a.p
  • i want an apple mac or sony vaio..(ha3)=p/s= i`ll wait for my coming b`day present k my bro??
  • i want to open a new bank account and save some money!
  • i want to forget everything that hurts me.
  • i will drink a lot of milk to strengthen my bones!=)
  • i want to cut my hair again in the middle of 2009
  • i want to buy a gold necklace
  • i want to get a new hp
  • i want to buy plenty of pants and shirt.(i want a bigger closet)
  • i dont want to pamper my self after this>>get up early every morning=no more malas2!
  • i`ll pray as much as i can.
  • i will finish reading quran by end of 2009
  • save money for umrah.

ok enough already..there`s alot...i only state a major..some of it is not nsccry for 2009. 2009 is only my beginning year of saving ALOT,i mean ALOTT of money..insyaallah=)


`they can take tomorrow & the plans we made, the places we said we will go, the music we never play,the future we never know,all the broken things,take everything..just take it away but they can never have yesterday!`
song by leona lewis-yesterday hi3..i luv that part of da song..very touching..

2008 achievement

nothing much but im better and im happy with my life now.i hope 2009 will be better with more money and happiness..ha3..
  • i have settled almost all my debts
  • i love my job
  • i can manage to continue my study again
  • go-on again and leave that stupid feeling behind!!(most achievement)
  • i cut my hair (finally!yeay!)
  • im better better better than last year.

there`s so much happiness n sadness i`ve been through. and im glad it happen n make me better.

thanks to all friends n family especially my brother who have helped me a lot through the hard and rainy days.thank u for making my wish come true.may Allah bless u and family.


The rules Bold the statements that are true to you Italise the statements that you WISH are true Leave the fibs alone. I don’t watch TV these days. I own lots of books. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I’ve tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I’m TOTALLY smart. I’ve broken someone’s bones. I’m paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D I like the way I look. I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop than eat. I don’t hate anyone,I dislike them. I’m a pretty good dancer. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I’ve rejected someone before. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I’ve called the cops on a friend before. I’m not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past. I own the “South Park” movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I have dated a close friends’ ex. I am happy at this moment!! I’m obsessed with guys I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I’m proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald’s restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people.(before) I adore bright colours. I can’t live without black eyeliner. I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I’ve ever written in I can’t stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. I’m an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie.

Friday, December 26, 2008

how to live happier

=)First thing you will need to do is realize the amount of time that has been given to you. For example: When you wake up in the morning or whenever you do wake up, that is the beginning of the time that you have until you go to sleep again or die. =) Your eyes are now opened. Now, take a deep breath and say to yourself how grateful you are for the time that you have been granted. Smile and get out of bed. =)Now, you can go and take your morning shower and just relax and think positive about your day ahead. Think about all the good things that will happen and you will help to make real. Life is about being realistic and we all know that not every day in your life is not going to be a great day but the reality is, that being alive is a fantastic thing. =)Finally, just live your life and enjoy the time that you have been granted and be realistic about things that you have no control of. For instance, what ever happened yesterday, happened and it makes no sense dwelling over it.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

omg!!indahnya laguuu...

oh i fall in luf with imran ajmain latest song... i really2 like it.. masih dgr2 lagi lagu tu dalam kepala ni... `selamat ulangtahun sayang....` urgh!nape aku tak ingat lirik dia... p/s: crazy for that song.....

Monday, December 22, 2008

how to fix your broken heart?

One way or another, we all have experienced what we called a "Broken Heart" and it's not comfortable to feel the broken part of yourself. There are many types of broken terms, it can be a broken legs ,toes, fingers or whatever broken in your body parts but those parts are not as hard to get healed compared to your heart. Once your heart is broken the pain will remain forever, it might not to all people but usually before the pain it's gone you already suffered the worst possible feelings. Not like if you broke your butt, you can still sit down in the next few months once treated by the Chiropractor or doctors. But your heart will turn apart and rip your soul once someone poke a needle on it by cheating, or just simply falling out of love or you lost your loved one or family members who died in the war or other natural disaster that caused you pain. So how will you handle the situation and then fix your broken heart then? Of course, you cannot saw your heart in order to feel better again and you cannot drag someone either to help you out if you yourself is not willing to accept the truth. Relationship has deeper pain compared to your broken arms so knowing how to fix your broken heart is really important in your daily life activities. When someone just broke up on you, your job is nothing and seems everything is nonsense to you but if you know how to fix that situation then you will feel better in any bad situation in your relationship or in life.
*The most common that will break your heart is probably when your husband or partner in relationship will cheat on you. How to fix this? It's not easy but it can be done. Swimming might help you to relax your muscles and your mind. Our brain is focusing in the bad situation if you are not doing anything else beside thinking your broken relationship or lost lover. Keep yourself busy while your heart is fighting to survive to stay focus in your life.
*Try to meet more friends online or in your community or at work place. Opening your problems to your friends will help you feel comfortable because your brain feels more secure to listen what your family or friend's suggestions. Sometimes, your fear will push you more to feel insecure and that's why your heart broke apart. Keep courage for yourself and fight for what you think is right.
*Eat your favorite foods with your friends or family when you are heart broken. Some of us will not eat if their boyfriend or girlfriend or husband left them. The more you skip eating the harder to recover your feelings. If you can taste the foods alright while your relationship is going to fall apart then keep it that way provided that you will not stay in your room and sleep after you eat. The foods will help you stay strong and feels better even if your emotion is cloudy for a while.
*Exercise is good to heal that broken heart. The more you put more time in yourself the better the results of your mental strength. Your mind and your body has something in common that you can enjoy while you are in the middle of a bad relationship or situation. If your brain is sad then make your body work for it without feeling hopeless or a loser in the situation.
*Respect and treat yourself right. If your boyfriend or girlfriend just run away from you with another species (hehe), just relax and think of the positive outlook. Maybe, you will be better off without him/her and then enjoy yourself with that matter. If you cannot afford to keep him or her, then why not buy something that you can afford. Shop around with your friends and treat yourself with something that is worth to buy than just keep chasing your boyfriend or girlfriend.
*Looking for an immediate shield in your broken heart is not always a good solution to your situation. You will ended up hurting yourself sooner if you are so unfortunate in a relationship so why not focus your own dreams first and then work hard in your job to get your goal in the future. A real relationship will knock you off either you wish for it or not, so instead of looking for new replacement to fix your broken heart, why not get busy with your job and be successful.

live to the fullest!!

Its 1700hrs..its monday and its 22nd december 2008. another 8 days we`ll be leaving 2008 behind.thanks to Allah we still have the opportunity to live till today.thanks to Allah we still can wake up every morning to work.and thanks Allah..we`re still healthy and smiling.i feel really grateful today..i sit down and realize my life isn`t dat bad.thank`s Allah for everything.thanks for this strength u build in me.

Friday, December 19, 2008

little bit of...

my plan plan had ruined a bit.i dont understand either.i just cant live like this..i can`t!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008


says who i will remain loser???
wait for my achievement 2008 list
and 2009 going to achieve list...wakakakaka...dadadadaaaaaa

6 easier ways to dump someone

The first step is to adjust your mentality and recognize the situation: You are not ruining someone's life; they will get over you some day. If you don't break up quicklBoldy and honestly, it's unfair to you and the other person. If you don't break up quickly and honestly, it's unfair to you and the other person. If you are even thinking about breaking up with someone, it's probably time to do it. Would you want to be with someone who was having second thoughts while you were madly in love with them? It's going to be ugly and there's nothing anyone can do about it. What's the best way to break up? There is probably no best way. But there are a number of tactics that can help make it easier for both parties (even though both parties may not recognize it at the time). Here are some good tactics to use for a "clean" break: 1. Make It Fast The longer you take to get to the point (whether it's hours or days), the less they will take you seriously. And if you make it look like you're having a hard time going through with the breakup, they will think they can change your feelings or stick around in your life. 2. Be Honest Don't sugarcoat the situation. If you're seeing someone else, tell them you're seeing someone else. My little sister broke up with a live-in boyfriend because she kissed another guy during a business trip. She told her boyfriend the deal -- it made it more concrete. Avoid cliche's like "I love you, I'm just not in love with you." Guys don't understand this stuff. If you've lost feelings for them, just say it. They can't argue with that. And avoid covering up -- "I just can't be in a relationship right now." Sure you can -- if you were still really into him, you'd be in a relationship with him. Honesty will protect you in the long run, because the truth comes out eventually. Honesty will protect you in the long run, because the truth comes out eventually. 3. Don't Feel Sorry for Anyone People will beg, cry, get angry, or shower you with guilt. Just keep going, try to ward off your guilt. It's just going to slow you down and prevent you from getting to your objective. And never take someone back, or cancel breaking up because you feel sorry for them. Do you really want to stay with someone you feel sorry for? 4. Set Post-Breakup Rules Let them know the deal: you won't be answering their calls or emails. You won't be accommodating them if they show up at your apartment. Eventually, if they have any personality and independence, they will stop bothering you -- but only if you stick to these rules. If you lay these rules out at the time of breakup, then they can't say: "why are you ignoring my calls?" Don't tell them what they are allowed to do -- they can call you all they want, but if you have stated you won't be answering their calls then you are well within your rights when you don't pick up. 5. Stick With It The more you take them back, the less seriously they'll take your breakup attempts. 6. Neutral Site Never do it at your place. You want to be able to leave on your own time. Neutral places are the easiest locations to make a quick getaway. The longer you've been together, the more likely it is that you'll be required to do it in person. Breaking up takes strength. I have found that people who can't break up with someone they are no longer into are somewhat weak. Do what you want to do, and don't get swayed by the situation or the other person.

Monday, December 15, 2008

alone for a moment..

in our life there`s alot of people will pass by.i admit sometimes there`s alot of mixture feeling will truly makes life hard.sometimes i do like stranger with an eye blink.sometimes i hate people since i 1st met them.and sometime i feel guilty for somebody deep inside my heart for many2 reason. sometimes, i do have alot to say..sometimes i feel like i don`t care. who cares if u have good or bad intention? so y people dying to concern about wat others think? :::love the quotes..i believe in it...!:::

Friday, December 12, 2008

short touch

''Once upon a time a bird fell in love with a white rose. One day she (bird) proposed him (white rose), but white rose refused. White rose said I don't love you. Bird daily came and proposed him. Finally, white rose said when I turn red, I will love you. One day bird came and cut her wings and spread her blood on the rose and the rose turned red. Then the rose realized how much bird loved him but it was too late because bird was dead. So respect the love and feelings of the person who loves you."

Thursday, December 11, 2008

something to share

Allah answers our prayers in 3 ways: + He says Yes! and gives us what we wanted + He says No! and gives us something better + And He says Wait! and gives us the best at His own time

through my keyboard

im thinking for days how will my blog be.wut shud i write here.i luf blurb but im not a writer.im thinking of inserting an interesting feeds and some ads.quite boring aite?hurm..ignore this boring 1st blog.im not good in expressing my ideas through writing.phew..it takes me 10 minutes to reach here..ha3...ok2.i`ll update later.im looking for the best feeds and interesting facts..i luf factS n research=)