Thursday, December 31, 2009

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Speech by Bryan Dyson (CEO of Coca Cola)




“Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the air. You name them – work, family, health, Friends and spirit and you’re keeping all of these in the Air.



You will soon understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back.



But the other four Balls – Family, Health, Friends and Spirit – are made of glass. If you drop one of these; they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for it.

Sea Breeze


This morning while passing along the sea, the sun sets beautifully. The wind bring the sea natural calmness feel. This is the last day i felt happy & sad at the same time in 2009, well goodbye 2009. Thanks fer all the good times, a good friend. The memories will stay in my heart forever.

What i achieve in 2009? Tak banyak pun, tapi nak state jugak sebagai kenangan :
  • i got straight A's fer my first semester's assignment in degree
  • i finished my foundation
  • indipendent (stay alone, pay all the rental and debts on my own)
  • sedar 'cinta' actually ada di sisi
  • decided to get married
  • my best friend engaged
  • most of debts, cleared!
  • new job-new scope-new bosses!
  • makanan paru-paru almost tak diperlukan.
  • my baby nina bobo dah pandai panggil mama,papa. Makngah blum. huhu
aku semakin pelupa, banyak makan semut mungkin. setakat ni ja aku ingat. will update it later kalau ingat. tahun 2010 punya azam banyak berteraskan hutang. matlamat tahun 2010, cleared hutang'sss. aku yakin quarter 3,2010 aku debt free. me & darl, nak beli perabut banyak-banyak sampai nak jalan kena himpit-himpit. ekekeke.



Dear Efy

Efy, saya xtau myb pc saya kat opis ni bermasaalah atau blog link prob. Saya try nak post comment kat page awak entry sweet-ni tapi tak boleh. So saya post entry baru ajelah.

"OMG. In the first place, Thank u so much. Entry yang sangat melegakan saya. Thanks. Daripada saya buang duit, baik saya settle hutang. Dari saya buang duit lagi bagus kalau kami simpan duit and kaya sama-sama. OMG, Thanks efy. U r such a good friend. Take care."

regards, ain

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Cinta Lagi


Kenapa saya sayang dia?
Sebab dia overprotective. Terlalu protect saya.
Sebab dia buat saya rasa disayangi.
Sebab dia sangat mengambil berat dan bertanggungjawab.
Sebab dia kerja keras untuk saya.~Sgt Berubah~Kesian dia.
Sebab dia faham sebijik-sebijik apa saya cakap.
Sebab dia amik kisah walaupun sepatah ayat tak kena, dia faham apa saya rasa. Sedih, Marah,Cari pasal:etc
Sebab dia buat saya rasa ada semangat walaupun time tu saya sangat tak happy.
Sebab dia pilih saya dari segala-galanya dalam dunia.
Sebab dia paling tahu impian saya.
Sebab kalau saya sedih, saya tak payah cakap, saya bleh trus nangis ja kat dia.
Dia buat saya rasa, saya adalah diri saya.
Dia buat semua masalah remeh-temeh lenyap.
Dia buat saya rasa sangat bertanggungjawab.
Kadang-kadang Dia sangat berlembut dengan saya yang kasar ni~oh, saya sayang dia!~appreciate that syg!
Bila Dia beralah bila gaduh~sexy okayy~Saya terharu klu dia menangkan saya~
Dia akan jadi sangat marah kalau saya 'ter' aniaya dalam sesuatu hal.~Buat saya rasa sgt penting dalam hidup dia~
Kenapa saya sayang dia??sebab dia besttt...Iklan hapa ntah.

30.12.2009

Jangan nampak ja tarikh rasa macam there is an anniversary or anything. Nothing okay. Sebab gua kering idea. Tapi tangan gedik nak taip entry. I'm so sorry that u guys terpaksa baca kisah cinta lately. But truly deep in my heart i was damn worry. So untuk sedapkan hati aku, aku tulis saja cerita yang menghappykan aku. Plus ni blog aku, so aku rasa takda prob kut. Hmm..
Aku act sangat serba salah. Perasaan bercampur baur. Tapi sangat teruja bila tiap-tiap kali aku rasa down, aku akan semangat balik tengok semangat Darl yang berkobar-kobar. Aku nampak sinar harapan & kebahagiaan di sebalik keletihan kerja keras.
Hehe. Act aku nak buat confession kat sini. There is no kenduri. Cuma majlis akad nikah yang akan di'rancak'kan oleh aku dan Darl. Wakaka. Dun be sorry. Kami happy. Bagi aku & Darl, being together forEver dah cukup. Banyak planning yang akan menyusuli. Plus exam nak dekat.
But what suprised me and Darl to the max is Juwieta Haniem. Yes Juwieta Haniem. She suprised me. Kawan baik aku suka buat aku sakit jantung. Dia pulak yang sangat kecewa bila aku tak buat majlis. Actually aku sangat faham keadaan Darl. That is why aku tak nak demand lebih-lebih. Aku nampak dia sangat berusaha, Aku xmau bebankan fikiran dia lagi. Tapi aku pun tak daya nak kecewakan Jee. Jee datang sleepover semalam and tanya pendapat aku kalau dia yang nak buatkan kenduri untuk aku. So sweet kan my best friend? Her mother sayz tu tanggungjawab diorang. Omg. Bertuah gila aku ada kawan baik sebaik dia. Mr Fiance jee plak bagi idea supaya aku & Darl bersanding sekali kat majlis diorang. Adoih. Aku & Darl terpaku. Kami blur.
Tapi macam aku expect, Darl refuse. Bukan sebab kami tak bersyukur, we appreciate the idea and niat ikhlas jee,fiance&family. But we really want this. We planned this & tak rasa ralat dengan keputusan.
So actually ini story 2 dalam 1. Menceritakan kedudukan sebenar. Sebab aku rasa bersalah tak jemput kawan-kawan datang masa hari bahagia aku nanti.Hopefully semua orang faham how difficult my case are & kalau aku tak buat apa-apa kenduri and cuma akad nikah jangan plak kecil hati kalau tak di invite. Aku & Darl baru nak bertapak. Cuma mengharapkan doa ikhlas kengkawan. Sekian. End.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

2010

In two days, we all will be celebrating 2010! Good bye 2009. Please bring happiness & joy. Tak kuasa aku nak sedih-sedih lagi. Memang da peningkatan you can see. Nak 'list' kan achievement macam tak seberapa. Kalau rewind balik my 2009 list. waw! gila expectation high. Tapi biasa2 ja pun.
Tapi 2010 insyaallah berikan aku perubahan besar. Yes. Me & Darl finally. Cakap pasal Darl. Dia keja memanjang. Yala aku tak sepatutnya komplen. Keja untuk aku jugak. Nak cari duit untuk hari 'kami' tuh.Tapi weh, hari cuti yang janji nak dating pun kena keja. Ay weh. Nasib baik aku sekarang bukan Ain dulu. Haha. Kalau tak, sakit la hang Darl. Aku tak buat pa. Tapi tunjuk perasaan lebih-lebih. Darl nanti sakit hati. Aku nanti cemuih. Pastu surelah~perang.
Ok ok update pasal 'my solemnization day'. Next month daftar kursus. I'm so happy for Darl, dia cakap dia ok & blend well dengan others. Dia suka keja tu. And said the management was fine & friendly. Hopefully they saw how capable my Dear Darl is. Hardworking, Team player, FastCatcher & FULLY COMITTED. I'm so proud of u sayang.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Jealousy

J.E.A.L.O.U.S??
Yang mana satu? Cemburu kerana mahu lebih dari orang lain dari segala hal atau cemburukan kekasih? Cemburu satu ayat negatif yang banyak orang tak suka dengar.
Both, kenapa mesti ada? Cemburu menginginkan sesuatu yang normal bukan dosa, salah...
Dicemburui, diragui, sedikit sebanyak membahagiakan.. Setuju?

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

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Calmness

Deal with this four

The preparations

Aku xmau jadi orang lain. Aku nak jadi diri sendiri. Terus terang aku cakap, aku bukan orang yang sangat teliti. Aku sometimes even 'lengai'~haha. Jee, stop laughing.
Im getting married in 4 months time. Surprise! Well the decision happen to be like that after i carefully think all over again and ask everyone important in my life. Fer all the opinion yang sincere, thank you. Yup semua orang-orang kesayangan i ni sangat caring. Aku dah fikir pro's & con's. Now i choose Him to become my future husband~'my other half'~!I'll name him as 'darl~temporary' inside here start from today until i find a suitable name.
Let's continue our preparations story. Darl ask me, on our 'akad nikah' ceremony, what will i be needed. I ask Jee and she sayz hantaran akad nikah from him and from me. What make me confuse is what i see from others ceremony, we only need hantaran akad nikah from husband side as per akad ring, al-quran, prayer suit and 'mas kahwin'. From the bride side kena bagi apa eh? Im so confuse.
Im so excited about the theme's colour and the design for my 'kebaya'. Well darl leave all the desicion in my hand. He wants me to be happy on our day.
Im so excited and my life changes a lot since last Monday, 21st December 2009. The day Darl propose me~aww suwett okay.
I never never tot of getting married to the same guy that i dated nearly 4 years..
Im so touched. I lof u darl. So so much.
Tsk~
Okok, im doing some research of the hantaran. Will update later in other entry.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Sunyi Sepi.

Suasana gelap,
Buat aku jatuh
Sekali lagi.
Walau aku nampak
Tapi suram
Tak mencukupi.
Tangan mana sanggup paut jari aku
Masa aku sangat-sangat sakit
Lemas dalam hutan?
Sekali lagi aku jatuh
Dan jatuh.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Fann Ooi

...so we have this conversation last night-me & fann..
'First, i will need a large sum of money, second.. a loyal partner perhaps..'
'oh so, that is enough for you to be happy la amoi?'
'basically'
'oh so basic'
'uh uh.'
so here we know that Fann have two things in her head.
first~she need money
second~her guy cheats on her
wakakaka
"oh so gossip girl"
"fak u n...hahaha"

Our 2009 Team Building

Yesterday we had so much fun. All of us wear our first ever white company shirt. I helped out to distribute the T-shirt. Thanks to Steven for the picture you shared. I really admire your Nikon D300 which is in my wishlist-auw. But hey, thanks for the basic intro and letting me snap some photo. Yes, I really into it.

'the ct's team-ya i know i gain weight'

'me and quarter of the management team'
'steven&terry'
'the smiling faces of Dsem-Ians'

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

EX Lima

"Masuk harini, dah 3 hari aku benci nak hidup"
"Matila Kau moto, Matila Kau"

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

NICKNAMES

BANYAK TUL NICKNAMES. BILA DAH TUA-TUA NI, NAK MUNTAH PUN ADA BILA DENGAR BALIK. GILA BUAT RANCAK. HAHAHAHA..
* AIN THE ORANGE
* SCOOT GIRLZ 86
* AIN_13
BANYAK LAGI AKU TAK INGAT..POYO YA AMAT.HAHAHAHAHA

Sumpah

Korang pandai menyumpah kunun tak nak last-last nak x? Aku sangat terer!

Monday, December 14, 2009

Qck Wknd Updts

Wakaka. and a very-very Monday. Tak la malas macam selalu. Hari ni pakai baju kaler Petronas lagi bak kata Kak Diana. Aku senyum nipis. Bagai dengar dengar tidak. Aku menapak ke kantin.
SEperti yang di war warkan, hari ni bersamaan dengan 14 December 2009, aku dah memerdekakan diri dari sebarang final exam semester satu. Hahahaha. Lepas ni aku jadi senior untuk budak-budak headstart & first semester.
Anywy, thank you so much Mr romie fer your help. Appreciate it with all my heart. Bangun pukul 5 pagi, & teach me math. Happy sangat-sangat sebab specimen Part B masuk sebijik-sebijik. Learning Skill agak okay. Malaysian study bolehla. Apa-apa pun Thanks Romie.
Merdeka dari exam. so, kita enjoy!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

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One Love.

Macam times hamput

Aku dah nak muntah pikiaq ni. Boleh tak aku abaikan ja..Dak pun berenti pikiaq. Atau sibukkan masa 24 jam. Takyah pikiaq pa2. Dak pun hantuk pala kat dinding 44 kali. Dak pun samak otak. hehehe.
p/s: weh, 'orang yg paling aku sayang', aku rindu. Tapi aku ego.

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

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"If there is pain in my life or something that is wrong. I try to go to that place in me and write from there. I don’t necessarily write about the issue, but I write from the emotion. "
Jeneane Sessum, Bloggers In Love, SXSW 2006

Hari ini kau datang riang

Hari ni...
Buat ni
Minum ni
Sampai

S.E.M.A.K!!!

Emo Kah?

'bleeding until i lost my feeling'

Im like a bird

woho..ini pic, ME sendrik amik,sendrik prasan,sendrik edit.wahaha....
Schedule pack sangat membuatkan i rasa mcm nak muntah. Rasa letih & rindu kat umah. Yerla minggu-minggu exam memang sangat tiring. Sampai umah nak tdo ja. Kadang-kadang balik awal pun kunun-kunun nak housekeeping,tertido plak sambil channel hallmark nonton aku tido.huahuahua..depan tv pun jadik gak. Wake up as early subuh, tdo paling awal 11.Paling lambat wamalasnakcakaplu.
Last night dapatla release tension.Kami (Hawa,Mie Roy,Romie,Shah & Wan B) BERKAROKE sakan. Pun letih gila jugak. Sampai umah memang dah kong abis~ Ni hari ni aku usung Note-note Unimath B ke tempat keja. Asal math ja tension, asal math ja tension
So abis keja terus library. Aku muak tgk librarian, librarian muak jugak tengok muka masam aku, Malam ni gerenti lambat jugak sampai umah. Aku letih macam nak pengsan. Oh ya~Aku gatal tambah package astro. Tengah fikirin bila nak tambah package sports memandangkan world cup taun depan.Yesss~~

Next week im gonna get my busy az keja part time. I've been lepaking alot & aku nak nak nak +duit. So aku nak buat part time. Later after i decided where & when aku info info.
Okies, Nak sambung keja balik.adios~

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Monday, December 07, 2009

My Second Semester

Hihi. Dah Enroll Semester. Hihi. Tak sabar plak nak mula class. Yang makin mencabar-cabar nih.
Ari sabtu aku dah buat keputusan. After abis exam trus aku g R.O untuk register subject. Dan pemilihan demi pemilihan, semester ni aku amik 3 subject bersamaan dengan 13 credit hours.
  • Microeconomics (start on 24th Jan 2010-Wou Campus)
  • Communications Skills in workplace (start on 24th Jan 2010-Wou Campus)
  • Basic Computing & Internet (start on 23rd Jan 2010-Disted College)

Microeconomics & Basic Computing agak tough kata student yang enroll semester lepas. Bagi aku Comm skills tu agak okay. Microeconomics, no idea. tapi kalau cakap bab Math ni aku mmg benci. Tapi aku tak mau benci siap2,kalau basic Accounting, aku suka. Well, Basic computing, ada plak yang fail masa assignment aritu. Basic computing ni includes software,hardware & system. Nama pun basic & aku plak ada study pasal hardware dulu, harap-harap tak sesusah yang digambarkan. Islamic study tak offer semester ni, so semester depan aku nak carry skali dengan buss.law. That's for sure sebab classmate aku semua enroll this semester. Aku tak amik sebab subject tu agak mahal & terover credit hours.(Max credit hours cuma 15)So next sem aku kena amik Bussiness law,Islamic Studies & satu lagi subject aku kena pilih yang tak susah untuk cover buss law. Aku agak lembab nak memorising. So sabar jela.

Welcome to 2nd semester! I'm so excited!

Friday, December 04, 2009

Enroll

Yap, tomorrow i nak enroll subject untuk 2nd semester.Yihaa...Cepat gila waktu jalan.If aku tak sambung study dulu, now tada pa jugak. phew!next 8 semester scare me. Looking at illusion budget sampai abis lunch hour. Trust me, it scary.(Illusion budget:Credit to John)
At first i was so sure that i'll enroll 3 subject. Islamic study, Advance writing skill & Basic Computing. Now aku cam tak sure pulak. Let me and John discuss betul2 esok. Right after finish exam terus p R.O. Oh YAP, esok my final exam started. Three days 5th, 12th & 13th. Tomorow Learning Skills, Next week Malaysian Studies, followed by Unimath B =((
Preparation?haha, ok i'm not so stress. Kata orang2 yang dapat cgpa 3.5 above, 'relax ain'. Jangan kalut last minute. Nanti u stress and cannot focus. Oh ya kawanku, i'm glad y'all relax last minute.Fyi, I never started study yet.Not at all. wakakaka.
Takpa, my last minute study slalu berkesan. Pray that i'll get at least 3 pointer. Bukan aku target low sangat, but i'm so busy this couple of month. Aku tak nak salahkan diri sendiri sangat bila assignment Math aku kurang memberangsangkan. Takpa2. At least aku tak fail.
Please don't pandang rendah ok, PTPTN!Jangan lupa provide fee next month ok. Hihi. Hah, FYI, my loans approved. Sebab tu dengan suka hati nya aku enroll esok. Tapi baru masuk for the first semester. Tak sabar nak exam.Wo!

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Im lost~~

.......
Aku harap katil, wheelchair, tongkat dan tempat garu rotan makcax still ada kat tempat sama.
Cadar, Bantal, Baju & Short disimpan rapi atas sideboard tepi tangga.
Aku harap bau 'rumah' aku still sama. Aku harap Cahaya yang lintas masa siang hari pun still sama posisi.
Aku harap malam hari raya, makcax balik umah dan jenguk keluar tingkap macam selalu. Supaya nampak aku kat seberang jalan menunggu.
Aku nak makcax tahu, Aku still anak manja dia walaupun dah kuat & hidup sendiri.
Aku nak makcax Bangga, semua ni atas tunjuk ajar dia.
Aku nak makcax tahu selalu, yang aku sayangkan dia lebih dari segala-galanya.
Aku ada makcax, sampai habis umur aku. Aku dah fikir pemintaan, walau sejuta tahun lagi, Aku nak mak aku balik. Dengan aku. Macam Selalu. Dulu...
I'm Lost...mother...~~~without you....

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

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Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never. [Charles Caleb Colton]

Quit Smoking

To quit smoking you need to overcome both physical and psychological addiction and it’s not as hard to give up as many people think it is.
Here are 10 tips to quit smoking that will help you stop smoking for good.
1. Get the right mindset If you really want to give up you have to get the right mindset to succeed.
Firstly, write down all the benefits you will derive from giving up, from saving money to being full of health and vitality.
2. Spend a week preparing yourself
When you smoke consider think what its doing to you and how it makes you feel with blocked nose, sluggish health etc and visualise the new you without it. In this week you can cut down in preparation. The fact that you can cut down (and most people can) gives you confidence for the day when you quit.
3. When you stop if you cant do it don’t beat yourself up about it
Many people who stop relapse first time. Don’t consider you have failed simply try again, we very often can’t achieve things first time round so there is no shame in trying again.
4. Prepare for the day by making several changes
Fill your day to keep your mind of smoking. Take up a new hobby and get some exercise to accelerate the feeling of wellbeing and each week treat yourself to something with the money you have saved.
5. Don’t take herbal remedies hypnosis or acupuncture
There is no proven medical evidence they work.
If you have the mental willpower you don’t need them, You only need help with the physical addiction and the above will not help at all you need something else…
6. Use NRT Nicotine replacement therapy (NRT) gives you a dose of nicotine outside of cigarette smoking and although nicotine provides the physical addiction, it is not harmful when removed from cigarettes.
Its proven fact that NRT increases chances of quitting by up to double, when you don’t have to cope with nicotine withdrawal symptoms. There are many products available including: Gum, patches puffers and inhalers.
7. Nicotine Change your view of it
Keep in mind there is nothing wrong with taking nicotine in organic form ( it’s actually part of the food chain ) In fact nicotine in organic form is actually good for you and its proven to improve mood memory and attention.
8. It only lasts for a month
The physical withdrawal symptoms (if you decide not to use NRT) are toughest in the first week or so but the craving to smoke should be gone within a month.It then simply becomes a mental battle.
9. You were not born a smoker!
This point is very important - You decided to smoke you were not born a smoker and you lived without it before and you can live without it again. Smokers view cigarettes like a friend who comforts them, but just as you get rid of friends throughout your life, you can get rid of cigarettes.
10. Tell everyone that your giving up
This will give you an extra incentive to stop and also tell them not to tempt you (if they are smokers) and in the first week stay away from friends who smoke, or areas like pubs and restaurants where you may be tempted to smoke. In the early stages it’s important to remove temptations. If you want to give up smoking the above 10 tips will help and if you are serious about giving up you will.
One final point: Don’t be afraid to seek help with the physical addiction side, if you don’t feel you have the willpower and try alternative nicotine sources, it makes giving up easier for most people. A new organic nicotine drink in a reireshing lemon flavor water is available as a convenient alternative when you cant or don't wish to smoke.

Kemarin yang Faking syid

Hi all. Ya kemarin Faking syid. Aku sangat sedih disebabkan benda kecik ja. And risau pasal kerja tuhan. Aparah.
Tensi ya amat dengan Mood Swing aku weh. Tapi alhamdulilah, everything is just fine. Aku asyik remind diri sendiri, "weh, tak yah buat benda yg tak mau buat" tapi aku buat jugak. Haih.
Tapi takpala na. Esok kita pun tatau macam mana nak jadi. Oke harini aku cakap, aku tak mau, esok boleh jadi aku mau. Apalah.
Tapi aku yakin sekarang, apa yang aku cuba buat bukan salah. Dan apa yang aku nak tak semestinya betul. Aku tak kisah dah, aku memang nak selesaikan masalah ja. Yang lain,
Mampoih Pi.
Life kinda ok-ok. Rumah ok-ok. Friends ok-ok. Feels heal-heal. Money ok-lah.
Apalah. Dah da idup sendrik dah anak makcaq na.... ;)