Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Reality In Life

We can't help ourself to fall in love. Kekawan dok tepuk tampaq pun boleh jadi. Macam tu jugak musuh seangkatan. Ataupun yang tak pernah jumpak, lalu bersentuh bahu pun tak kenal, Tah-tah tu bakal pasangan kita. Who knows??
Bagi aku, aku tak mungkin mempunyai hubungan dengan strangers. Aku mesti kenal dulu. Mesti tahu sebanyak mungkin pasal si dia. Then baru perasaan aku timbul perlahan-lahan.
I am open minded but sincerely, aku tak boleh terima somebody's 'taken'. Aku sangat particular. I'm okay with most of my friend yang ada hubungan dengan boyfriend/tunang/husband orang. Because kita tak boleh jangka, what is happening between them. Could be the pasangan for the cheater tu yang bermasalah. Or si 'pengacau hubungan' is mr/ms niceperson macam ada kawan-kawan aku ni. But i'm not that person. I hope I will not ever. Because i understand that being cheated feeling.
Satu yang merunsingkan aku beberapa hari ni. Bila bersangkutan dengan perasaan, every single thing yang i planned nicely will be ruin a bit. Yup, I might have fallen crush 'crazy' over someone i should not have a feeling with. Yeap, i'm freakin din behave. huh.....
Now, i've planned to leave the feeling 'Hang'....
I don't know what happen. It just happen to be like that. I'll walk away. I promise.

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